8:52 p.m.
July 16, 2002
Today was an emotionally exhausting day. Katie at one point said exactly the right thing, the kind of thing I wish more people could say. And I rode my bike long and hard, in circles and to music. I went fast, very fast. It worked like a movie. I turned on army and started going as fast as I could, and just as the song ended, my bag got stuck in the wheel. If I broke an arm and/or died right there, I could have put it into a movie. Up until that point, I was more empowered than ever before, and proud to be myself and who I was.

Some days I love myself, and some I hate myself.

I've been a different person over the last year. And you'll never see him again, I promise. Never.

They thought he was gone, but he comes back again

Last weekend was funny, but now the joke's wearing thin.

Everyone knows now that every night now will be Steven's last night in town.

With that, I'm done. Today.
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