Yeah, so in these long gaps of nothingness, i've thought about a lot of people for better or for worse. These include:
Deana
Katie
Russ
Dave
Caitlin
Sticky
Lizzie
Miller
Nikol
Keru
Laura
Kathryn
Ellie
Sergio
Jason
Dexter
Kayla
Mainly, I wold have liked to resolve my differences with Deana and Russ (as separate units) and thank Lizzie, Katie, Kayla, and Keru. But I have thought about things other than current events. I can trail it back. The events include my current situation (bad), meeting Russ (good), joining the forums (depends), the Summer of Avs (good), Something I have yet to identify (but will have to ask Russ about), the loss of eighth grade (bad) and Summer of Grade 6 (good). These are all in a chain. I'll explain it when I'm on better terms (and more honest terms) with those in question. Basically, it revolves around the need for groups, the loss of a group, division and merging, and the purpose for groups (I mean this in the best way - i.e., I have certain friends I would not share emotions with, such as Leo or Sticky).
I could write a fuckin' book.
Anyhow, I estimate that at least 36 hours of our trip will involve transit, whether cars, planes or boats. There will be 56 hours of sleep. I give about 50 hours for my CD Player (very low - I'm conscioous for 128) and 48 hours of my splurged GBA (I feel guilty about a spur of the moment purchase). Some overlap.
Mom says she doesn't know what to say anymore. I accept that. I'm a pain in the ass. I'm surprised my friends still put up with my BS.
This is where I list my songs of the week. What I am/will listen(ing) to. Depressed-Joe-Songs.
Mad Season
Black & White People
Angry
Army
Long December
Uncle Walter
Battle of Who Could Care Less
Rockin' the Suburbs
Hanginaround
Mr. Jones
Falling for the First Time
Thanks that was Fun
Save Tonight
Run on
Semi Charmed Life
Closing Time
You only get what you give
I'm 15. I have to put up with bullshit and I have to accept that. Even on the west coast I'm thinking about peoples' bullshit.
Oh, and I'm not clarifying my differences because when I post this, Saturday, I won't be in the mood to put up with a 'What the Fuck!' from you guys. Let's just say I'm not happy and like always it will be my fault. This vacation blows ass, at least I'm taking my time to get a few arguments.
All I can say is Thank you Katie
Run on, for a long time