i'm a lot more sober. i'm a lot more selfless, cold, and composed. i'm a lot more content right now. i'm a lot more understanding.
i think my song helped. A lot. I started this song as an opposite to Narcolepsy, and it turned into a lot more of a powerful song.
So I'm very happy with it. It's even better than running away again, or maybe skeptic, or sara's song, or even do it again.
this one is better. i know it. it's a slow melodic calm song.
insomnia
(9/15/02)
i’m still awake
and i don’t appreciate
that the rest of the world’s asleep
but i’m still awake
and i refuse to go to sleep
until i sort everything out
so i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
until you can explain everything to me
and i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
until everything is set right again
i can’t sleep
there’s something on my mind
and it keeps me awake so long
i can’t sleep
because my mind races around
and i don’t know what to do
so i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
because nobody’s alive at night
and i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
because no one’s here to set things right
so i guess i’ll stay where i am
until the sun rises in the east
but i don’t really know what i’ll do
because night turns right into night
so i guess i’ll stay where i am
staring out the window blankly
and i don’t really know what i’ll do
in the morning
and when the morning comes
i’ll still be here
because everything is upside down
so i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
because there’s nothing left to be
and i’ll be awake all night
and i’ll be awake all day
and when the morning comes