10:33 p.m.
October 15, 2002
Seven months ago
Two weeks and six days
14 hours 7 minutes 6 seconds
Was when it all hit me
When I knew that I couldn't live as fast as I could and take it as slow as I wanted
it to go
But I wasn't changing anytime fast
I destroyed myself one bit at a time
Cause all my excuses were tired old lines
without
Seven months ago two weeks and four days
6 hours back and 47 minutes
I was staring at the ceiling as I lost my inspiration and became so empty to everyone around me
and everybody knew what potential I held before I burnt myself out and was a little short of blowing out a fuse
And I didn't want
It all to end
What happened seven months ago changed my life
What happened seven months ago changed my habits
What happened seven months ago was so surreal
and it's all in the past right now