10:28 p.m.
October 30, 2002
...cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe...

-Maroon5

I'm having one of those surreal moments, where I look at the world around me, and don't believe it. I'm different, I'm more human than any other, and I don't think I belong here. I feel like I'm visiting this body, or something...

...what you are doing is screwing things up inside my head...

I feel sometimes like I'm a brick, something that's going to stay put. I feel like I'm being misinterpreted. And moreso, I have people in the position I'm in, making it their position and making me part of the problem, as I made others.

It's not supposed to be this way, no. Sometimes I just want to curl up over here, and stay by my lonesome. Never come in contact with the world, because I'm more human than they.

...When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love...

God, I feel like if I fuck up here, I've fucked things up for the rest of the world, pardon my French.

...There's no way we're gonna give up...
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