The greatest passage from the greatest song in the world fits right here, like the last piece of a puzzle.
Or maybe the first.
in this time of introspection
on the eve of my election
i say to my reflection
god, please spare me more rejection
I refused to be cynical, and still do. And that bites me in the ass.
It feels like life is just trying to keep me afloat for the time being. I suppose I can live with that. There are a few things I can't live with, they scare me.
I just always imagined it differently... maybe I'm too screwed up. Or maybe it's that I'm not screwed up enough. I don't know.
I realize I should probably give up now, because this doesn't make sense anyhow, and i'm just babbling, and i'm gonna get in trouble anyhow.
I coulda ended this entry with any of the above paragraphs, but I'll just end it with this.