In my worst moments, you're just not fscking there.
No one understands me the way you do
and you've just disappeared.
Worlds are colliding and I'm on the side I should have been on all along.
I've missed you. I really have.
Because yesterday brought a lot out in me that I forgot I had, and now I'm making a lot of little decisions that lead up to one big one.
It scares me to the point where I can't control myself, and I'm going to bed tonight shaking.
Maybe I won't decide and no one has to know.