I don't think anyone noticed the lack of sarcasm there. Nor did they notice the frustration and general upsettness. They just laughed.
I didn't fall back to my headphones. My four and a half year old CD player and my malfunctioning headphones.
I just clutched them in one hand and stared at the wall.
I thought I might be crying, but my eyes were dry, so I took that to just mean depressed.
I felt pretty alone. I still do. I'm at this realization that I don't like how life has been for a while. For a long while. Whenever I try to reminisce about when things were good, I remember that it was when I was naiver. Two damn years ago can't count anymore.
I feel so adrift and alone. And I feel like the world has problems it wants to dump on me and I'm gonna hurt someone by rejecting them...
i just paused for about a minute there, and can only find two words tryign to come out.
friends