slacker-lifestyle: i'm in such a weird state of mind...

Nej: yeah..i've noticed

slacker-lifestyle: i feel like whatever i can say is really stupid, and when i try to say something intelligent to counter it, it just ends up stupider than i had been.

slacker-lifestyle: Mebbe I should just shut my face?

Nej: no, you are ok..i've noticed you haven't been making much sense lately..is everything ok?

slacker-lifestyle: I'm not sure if there's anything right or wrong, if that makes sense.

Nej: it makes complete sense..i've been there

slacker-lifestyle: I guess a little is my cold. a little is a complete lack of sleep over the last few weeks. a bit is my delving into RoN. Maybe a little is me going so music crazy. A little could be me removing myself from people because I'm just generally kinda disinterested.

Nej always helps me feel good. I guess it's just that I'm sick. I hope, anyhow. Today I was less sick than I have been and played TSO and guitar, both of which I haven't for a while. It was a nice evening. I've been kind of nonsensical all evening, though. Maybe I just need the sleep that I need. If that makes any sense. It sounds redundant, but it isn't.

Maybe 12 hours is all I need to get back on my feet.
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