today has been a realization for me, of sorts. it's me realizing how terrible i feel about what's to come. it's me calculating my sleep time, me counting down days until summer, me counting hours of free time. it's me overworked and taking more on. it's me rejecting what i've accepted reluctantly, only to end up accepting reluctantly once more when it's put in my face.

this has been an important day. an introspective day. and, as if that weren't enough, a depressing day.
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