10:14 p.m.
March 18, 2003
i realize that of everyone who started their diaries in mid-late 2001, i'm one of the last ones left.
perseverance, or obsession?
but maybe that's because i'm different. i always have been.
suddenly, it's a lot harder to fit in.
suddenly, i don't want to.
am i too hard on people? maybe. or maybe people just drive me crazy.
i rest so much of my future in my band.
maybe i need to clear my head.