so, not surprisingly, i'm having trouble finding what to say.
well, for one, carl is becoming a viable musical partner. dig this jam:
I know what I told you last week
That I was tortured in my depressed soul
That my life was totally empty
That I dug myself in a hole
My girlfriend left me last week
But it痴 alright, I知 okay
I felt kinda bad but then
I found 20 bucks on the ground today
Usually now, I just bitch and whine
But actually I知 feeling pretty fine
Dude, I知 so totally not depressed now
(Everything was going to hell)
Dude, I'm really feeling best now
(Now everything's going swell)
I could go write crappy poetry
Cry a lot and sing the blues
I could curl up in my corner
But I really don't want to
I could scream, I could curse, I could whine, I could yell
I could tell you how everything's gone to hell
Let my life fall apart into broken shards
But that would be too hard
For me
I could wallow in my own self pity
I could dwell upon my pain
I could become consumed by angst
But seriously, man, all I can say is...
Dude, I知 so totally not depressed now
(Everything was going to hell)
Dude, I'm really feeling best now
(Now everything's going swell)
also, patrice is a better person than i thought. which is good. a very nice person to hang around. i was pleasantly surprised. i guss it's just a gut reaction to relationships in general, especially considering how both carl and i got screwed over. it's stupid, i know. i just didn't want to trust other people's girlfriends. but i was pleasantly surprised, very much so. so huttah for you.
also, i like to eat.
sleep is nice too.