10:49 p.m.
May 20, 2003
You know, reviewers piss me off sometimes... I'm in a bad mood just because they've not been doing reviews.
2x24 was AxOK. I liked the finale. Hell, I loved it. What a shocker at the end! Everything was tied up, and a cliffhanger to boot! It was a good thing.
I still like my new speakers. Boom boom.
I'm going to bed before eleven, and no one's going to stop me. I'm definitely getting a good 7 hours. Also, nothing will go on in Colloquium tomorrow, I will go straight home afterwards, and I will draw and draw.
I'm mad for no
I'm heavy hearted, and don't know why. Like someone did something to make me want to attack them. I don't know why, everything is panning out well. Maybe it's that tomorrow is going to be kind of lonely. I have to go through colloquium (Which has really been uninteresting as of late, partially because my team is unmotivated and I feel lost and disorganized). Maybe it's that my game is boring.
I'm going home after colloquium by default. I don't really want to. I need a friend, I think. I need to go out to lunch. I need someone tomorrow afternoon. Right now I feel terribly alone, terribly uneasy. I really need a friend to reassure me.
Thing is, I can't. My friends are going to play Shadowrun after school, and I really can't, because Adam and I are at a mutual state of never wanting to interact, ever.
Sometimes I think maybe my notion of expanding my friends can only do the opposite.
Maybe I'll call Jen. Jennifer, be available tomorrow afternoon. After noon, to redundinate. Please?