6:48 a.m.
June 03, 2003
I'm having a little trouble inside me, because I just can't figure out how to say what I want to.

I suppose it's a fear of commiting myself, a fear of boredom, of monotony, a fear of 40-hour workweeks, a fear of becoming a cog in the system.

But more than that, it's a fear of part-time. Because free time is already so precious to me, because I value my Saturday afternoons and my Wednesday evenings.

I don't want to work. I'm afraid that I won't like it. I probably won't, but that's the only way to make money.

General fear.
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