6:49 a.m.
June 11, 2003
I'm so interested in my sleep patterns. I slept awfully, and woke up wide awake. And I'm going to fall asleep in APUS.

Not because it's boring. Quite the contrary, we're watching movies. I'm going to fall asleep because that's what happens in period 2 everyday.

It feels hopeless, knowing you'll be exhausted, but not being exhausted yet. So all I can do is fall asleep, or grab some caffeine.

Hey, check out the really cool guy medley. It follows:

fell in love with a girl

i fell in love once and almost completely

she's in love with the world

but sometimes these feelings can be so misleading

she turns and says "are you alright?"

i said "i must be fine cause my heart's still beating"

"come and kiss me by the riverside yeah

bobby said he fine he don't consider it cheating" now

i believe, i believe, i believe,

i believe, the love you talk about with me, is it true? do i care?

honestly, you can try, to wipe the memories aside,

but its you, that you erase

'cause theres no place i could be without you,

its too far to discard the life i once knew,

honestly, all the weather storms i bring,

are just a picture of my needs

cause when i think of you as mine,

and allow myself the time,

to lean into the life we want, i feel love, honestly,

i feel love, cause honestly...

Truth covered in security

I can't let you smother me

I'd like to but it wouldn't work

Trading off and taking turns

I don't regret a thing

I've got this friend, you see

Who makes me feel

And I wanted more

Than I could steal

I'll arrest myself

And wear a shield

I'll go out of my way

To prove I still

Smell her on you

Give it away give it away give it away give it away

now

Give it away give it away give it away give it away

now

Give it away give it away give it away give it away

now

I can't tell if I'm a kingpin or a pauper

We get some rules to follow

That and this

These and those

No one knows

We get these pills to swallow

How they stick

In your throat

Tastes like gold

Oh, what you do to me

No one knows

And I realize you’re mine

Indeed a fool of mine

And I realize you’re mine

Indeed a fool of mine

Goddamn you half-Japanese girls

do it to me every time

oh, the redhead said you shred the cello

And I'm jello, baby

But you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me

I'm the epitome of Public Enemy

Why you wanna go and do me like that?

Come down on the street and dance with me

I'm a lot like you so please Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting

I think I'd be good for you and you'd be good for me

I asked you to go to the Green Day concert

You said you never heard of them

Mental homes and safety seal communities.

Did you remember to the pay the utility?

Gosh Darn Police Line You Better Not Cross!

Is it the cop, or am I the one thats really dangerous?

Sanitation, expiration date, question everything.

Or shut up and be a victim of authority

Warning. Live without warning

Say warning. Live without warning

Say warning. Live without warning

Say warning. Live without warning

Without. Alright.

You make me dizzy running circles in my head

One of these days I'll chase you down

Well look who's going crazy now

We're face to face my friend

Better get out

Better get out

You know you make me break out

Make me break out

I don’t want to look like that

I don’t want to look like that

You know you make me break out

Make me break out

I don’t want to look like that

I don’t want to look like that

You know you make me break out

The world is a vampire, sent to drain

Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames

And what do I get, for my pain

Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game

Even though I know-I suppose I'll show

All my cool and cold-like old job

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

Can’t think of anything to do

Yeah my left brain knows that all love is fleeting

She’s just looking for something new

Yeah, I said it once before but it bears repeating now.


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