9:55 p.m.
August 05, 2003
Note: This is only half a conversation. The rest is in the next entry.
MarkoDePollo: MarkoDePollo :
Scooby-Dooby-Doo, Where Are You? We got
some work to do now.
Scooby-Dooby-Doo, Where Are You? We need
some help from you now.
Come on Scooby-Doo, I see you... pretending you
got a sliver
But you're not fooling me, cause I can see, the way
you shake and shiver.
You know we got a mystery to solve, so Scooby
Doo be ready for your act.
[Scooby Doo] Uh-uh Uh-uh
Don't hold back!
And Scooby Doo if you come through
you're going to have yourself a scooby snack!
That's a fact!
Scooby-Dooby-Doo, here Are You. You're ready
and you're willing.
If we can count on you Scooby Doo, I know you'll
catch that villian.
floatyblah : that isnt the other side of this fucking
story
MarkoDePollo : the side of the story
floatyblah : please TRY to be mature
MarkoDePollo : haha, you're the capslock person
floatyblah : I KNOW ITS HARD FOR YOU, BUT
TRY
floatyblah : I AM MADF
floatyblah : EGI,IFLO'
floatyblah : SA
MarkoDePollo : haha
MarkoDePollo : Egiflosa?
MarkoDePollo : Is that hebrew?
dissipate my anger
floatyblah : yes
what dissipate means
MarkoDePollo : well, anyhoo, side of the story, lets
see
floatyblah : i spelled it right
floatyblah : dissipate means to spread out
MarkoDePollo : I still dont know what it means.
MarkoDePollo : aha
floatyblah : like mix through out
MarkoDePollo : personally, you were always really
obnoxious. you would say mean things when you
thought you were being helpful. so instead of being
reassuring, you would always make it worse. you
would always also do that when i wasn't thinking
about it, when it didn't matter to me. you would
explain to me how stupid a person i was to try to
cheer me up when i wasn't even thinking about it
anymore. half of that isn't your fault. half of it is. as
far as being helpful is, you suck.
theyre stupid
floatyblah : and i cant recall ever telling you that
MarkoDePollo : i don't have the conversations
saved, mind you.
floatyblah : really nice planning
floatyblah : on your part
MarkoDePollo : whenever you tried to help me,
you only would end up making me feel crappy,
regardless of my mood originally
say that you did the smae thing to me
MarkoDePollo : that's because i truly didn't care
anymore. it got to the point where i couldn't do
homework because you kept yelling "entertain me"
and you would say "why won't you listen to me"
floatyblah : and then its like, you go and block me
so i cant even yell at you. not COOL
floatyblah : well, i told eveyrone that
floatyblah : i was lonely
MarkoDePollo : how does that change things?
floatyblah : becase of things that happend outside of
northisde
floatyblah : i was s/mad
floatyblah : i suppose it doesnt really but it seemed
like a good enoguhb reason at the tim
floatyblah : e
MarkoDePollo : and how do *I* know *THAT*?
seriously. if i'm trying to cram in homewokr so i
could sleep, and you say "entertain me", and then
bitch about how i'm ignoring you, do you think that
helps?
make her feel stupid.
bothered to read what i wrote, (which is what it
hogut youd eb doing) it would have
MarkoDePollo : i blocked you because i had
enough shit going on that i no longer wanted you to
say "entertain me"
floatyblah : i just wrote that becuase i was feeling
ingored and abandonedby everyone
MarkoDePollo : and?
floatyblah : well, i havent had the need to tlaki you
you in a while.
of her once caring, that she can care.
floatyblah: and it bothers me because i know i try to care, but i cant.
floatyblah: i really do try.
VoiceInTheThrong: Then if one person is enough to damn the
whole of people, then one person should be enough to give you at
least a smidgen of faith, Magda. Right now, I just think Joe is kind of
being harsh, but..
floatyblah: and then i get mad. or else i get hurt
VoiceInTheThrong: Do you, Magda? Can you? Will you?
floatyblah: i dont, i dont know, ill try
VoiceInTheThrong: Not for just my sake, Magda, either..for your
own, above all else, really.
floatyblah: i know
floatyblah: but i also know its hard to do something that youve tried
not to do for a long time
floatyblah : and so it was sort of my subconsuoics
babbling
MarkoDePollo : and that changes things how?
floatyblah : i dont know
floatyblah : i didnt think youd read most of that crap
what i was thinking, simply because i didnt think
youd read it and i knew that if you did, you wouldnt
tell anyone
floatyblah : whereas, jackie, i love, but she doesnt
get it.
floatyblah : katie would tell people
floatyblah : and russ owuld just yell at me
floatyblah : and he can be scary when hes mad
floatyblah : and there wasnt anyone else to tell
MarkoDePollo : okay.
MarkoDePollo : so then you can cross me off your
list
MarkoDePollo : so then you can cross me off your
list
floatyblah : and i didnt think you would read it,since
it old you you didnt have to
floatyblah : what list?
MarkoDePollo : the telling people list.
anythgn to tell anyone that isnt common knowledge
secret to myself
floatyblah : im sorry im so mean sometimes. but i
know i shouldnt be
http://hometown.aol.com/jen2001jen/index.html
not mad because she was necessarily mean to you.
stuff
MarkoDePollo : damn straight
floatyblah : i thought id screwed everythign up with
mike but i didnt. that was the main problem
floatyblah : and then grr.
MarkoDePollo :
http://hometown.aol.com/jen2001jen/index.html
floatyblah : scoobydoo?
MarkoDePollo : yes!
MarkoDePollo : dooby snacks!
floatyblah : thatsbennys sn
MarkoDePollo : hahaha
MarkoDePollo : stupid benny
floatyblah : benny is quite cool
MarkoDePollo : but I am a bastard, hahaa
floatyblah : bastard
floatyblah : and all this just amuses you!
floatyblah : fuck
expect?
floatyblah : too much
floatyblah : nothing
floatyblah : god
floatyblah : i hate being a atheist.
floatyblah : theres no one to blame
floatyblah : russ
floatyblah : what did justin say/do?
MarkoDePollo : oh, he's an ass
MarkoDePollo : hey wait
MarkoDePollo : that's oxymoreonic
floatyblah : well, we all knew that
MarkoDePollo : "god, i hate being an atheist"
MarkoDePollo : oxymoronic
floatyblah : yes
MarkoDePollo : yeah
floatyblah : by a while
MarkoDePollo : i'm a bastard even though i'm not
haha
floatyblah : but you are
floatyblah : you probably didnt deserve quite as
much anger as i dished out on you, but it felt good
MarkoDePollo : yeah, and i still mock you. ha
floatyblah : well then we're all happy
floatyblah : ish
accomplished a goal, by making someone LESS
mad by being obnoxiously bruta
MarkoDePollo : l
floatyblah : except, i wasnt all that mad to start with.
MarkoDePollo : sucka, i think you lose and i win
MarkoDePollo : yes you were
floatyblah : fuck you
MarkoDePollo : see! ha, it's funny
floatyblah : grr
floatyblah : you may have won this round
MarkoDePollo : i am batman
MarkoDePollo : see, i told you i won
you might be right
floatyblah : at least that you managed to make me
less mad by being mean
MarkoDePollo : yeap
floatyblah : yeap what?
what i'm wrong about
floatyblah : neither do i
MarkoDePollo : exactly
floatyblah : you can be a bastard
MarkoDePollo : pork.
MarkoDePollo : no i dont see
rose-colored glasses
MarkoDePollo : they're green. sucka.
floatyblah : loozer
floatyblah : well, it doresn tmatter what color they
are
MarkoDePollo : yep
MarkoDePollo : haha
floatyblah : arg
floatyblah : do you have a game tomorrow