8:33 p.m.
October 14, 2003
It really doesn't seem like much more than a small disappointment, but I'm moody aside from that. I hope I don't get reliant on blaming it, because I certainly ought not. Mostly, I feel good except for this lingering pointlessness, and that surely bothers me.
Intelligence doesn't negate persona, I know that much.
It still baffles me, man. Or maybe it's just the wrong choices on my part. In any case, persistence. I'll make something work out.