7:03 a.m.
December 04, 2003
I slept like shit. I woke up four times, each time thinking it must be at least 6:15, knowing it was time to get up. I woke up once an hour from three fifteen to about six oh five. I wasn't really awake until six thirty.

Right now, I'm so lethargic, that everything seems more of a downer. In fact, right now I'm so down, that I really can't imagine myself as an adult, and feel like I'm doomed to an early death by fate. Like it has to happen, because I don't know how I'll function.

You know those stories you read about hard workers, determined people, risk-takers? I don't have any of that. Sad.
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