2:42 a.m.
December 14, 2003
Sitting on my bed

Trying not to fall asleep

Feels a bit uneasy

Because you're getting up to get a drink

Well

I'm only up because you're here

It's not a mistake

You're in the bathroom

And I just can't keep awake

We're watching movies on the couch

We're staying in or going out

Not an answer not a doubt

I like being here a lot

I bother with you because

I don't have a reason not to

I want to give myself a reason to be

I'll always be around just because you're awake

I hope I'm not whiny

I hope I'm not cold

Just to see your face

I punch with the rolls

They don't pay me enough but

How much could I be paid

To waste my time with you

And not hope to be laid

And we're sitting on the backseat

I turn on the defrost and the heat

And we go find something to eat

Just wasting time

I bother with you because

I don't have a reason not to

I want to give myself a reason to be

I'll always be around just because you're awake

It's no fair

To all of you there

With my good luck

It sucks

To be like you

To be tied down

To never ever ever letting go

I bother with you because

I don't have a reason not to

I want to give myself a reason to be

I'll always be around just because you're awake


It’s warmer down in Kankakee

I need to flee

I need to run away

It’s warmer down in Kankakee

They say

And I don’t have a reason to be here anyway

It was so great here last year

But now I just want to disappear

To Kankakee

I’m gonna

Get away

In Kankakee the sun is usually up

Except when you need it down

The air is musty but clear

And the water’s cold when you need it to be

But otherwise tepid and virus-free

In Kankakee

You can drive down the same road

For days if you need

And if you need to get somewhere

Pretty quick, the roadways are all free

And I know that it doesn’t have history

And I don’t know about its geography

Because if I were in Kankakee

I’d be living for right now, for here, for me

Oh, drive, drive, drive

Drive until you’re getting sick

And drive, drive, drive

Drive far away from here

Go south, go south away from here

I wish I was

I wish I was somewhere south of here

It gets nicer when you go outward

From here
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