I'm cycling through depression.
Whoa. Having played TRON 2.0 for three hours, I think I know why I used the world Cycling. Didn't use it consciously, though.
It's that I don't have many people to fall back on in the real world anymore, so I resort to the internet. I spend all my waking hours playing games, visiting websites, and talking to people. I've barely left the house in the last few days, barring this morning's trip to buy hot dogs.
I had a huge craving for a hot dog at 9AM.
But on the same token, today, even with gift-opening and relatives over and relaxing and such, I've played TRON 2.0, Rise of Nations, The Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker, Railroad Tycoon 3 (demo), and GTA: Vice City. Just because I have nothing better to do with my time than play video games. There's no place that I would be without you. I mean, I have no reason to do anything with anyone anymore, and I'm not sure how happy I am with other people. Scratch that, the people who I'm comfortable enough to do things with, I'm not. And there aren't other people, so that's a disappointment.
So, I'm just playing video games all day, then. Maybe tomorrow I will take a break to read. I have to read:
Michael Moore's "Dude, where's my country?"
An Incomplete Education
EE Cummings again for my project
A couple of urban architecture books for my paper