3:07 a.m.
August 25, 2004
Naught left to do but apologise. Let's see.
I'm sorry Kes, Cree, Keruri, and Erika. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I've been so careless with words and so fucked up lately. And I'm especially sorry that I can't accept an apology accepted for what it's worth. I'm sorry that I apologize...
You know, all through fucking today I wanted to see how I was doing. I wanted to fucking show myself off, and say, look, look at how fucking awesome I am. Look at how fucking good I did. I'm sorry I have an anti-normality system.