9:26 p.m.
October 20, 2004
there are a lot of things i feel about her, all of them positive lately.

that's unlikely, eh?

well, guys, i think here is my problem. i hear so much negative shit about it through the grapevine, that it reminds me of the days when i got shit from then-seniors about the former. i'm worried, guys. it's unnerving to know that so much negative shit is suddenly just sprouting from this one fantastic thing. but, you know, it's other peoples' business. he's talking garbage, she's talking garbage, and none of it to me. the most tempting thing is to put someone in their place, saying, look, dogg, it's between the two of us, and i think it's really awful of you to do what you're doing, and moreso, not saying it to my face.

her friends hate me. i hate it.

i'm stressed, and yet i'm told i'm positive.

god, she's attractive, great to talk to, adorable, interesting, smart, clever, and loves me. and i love her. and that's why it works so well. never mind history, never mind what you think of me. i love 'er.
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