Or as they say, "Now I'm dead and it's over, I haven't done anything that I want, or I'm still alive and there's nothing I want to do."
There really is nothing I want to do. It's kind of irritating. I don't feel like I have any creative body, like there's any purpose for me to be here anymore. They want us to spend all our time participating, to become the new face of IIT. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I used to draw. I haven't written anything worth it in a while. I feel like to be a useful person, to be a worthwhile person, I should be producing. But I don't.
I still make some music, but not substantially. But there's currently nothing remarkable about myself.
I guess there are a few things that will get me there, not as hot on the concept as I was. I thought that my relative success would be just that. Turns out it's just trouble.
I just need an applied medium.