2:50 a.m.
April 03, 2006
Friday was hard. Exceedingly so. I saw a flood of familiar, welcome faces, people who reminded me that my drift from the downside did occur at a pleasant enough time. At the same time, it felt like a repeat of graduation. These people get on fine without me and ditto I to them - though there's no doubt in my mind at least my life would be enriched by their continued presence. The problem, then, is that I'll never see any of them again. It's really hard to accept giving up on the people who were never really friends with me.
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