3:02 a.m.
April 11, 2006
It's fair to say that I'm not unmotivated in college. That seems to be far more of a high school affliction. As long as the material has been challenging, I've been able to do it. My focus is off, but it always has been. I've never been able to latch to a single task, and that's going to kill me. But again, that hasn't been an issue. My issue, I guess, is the competing demands of wandering with central planning.

I'm really good at what I do, and don't push hard enough at what I don't.

Today I actually felt like an adult, only to crush it by feeling like a dick.
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