2:18 a.m.
April 23, 2006
I try to make myself useful, yeah. I try really hard. Truth is, I'm rather sure, playing music, whether mine or someone else's, is what I was meant to do. Even if it merely results to DJing. I made a commitment today, I desperately want to cling to it. One of the proudest things for me is that someone so... wonderful like you can trust me, and I really want you to understand how important it is, that you could believe me for something like that.

Emotionally unstable people stick together.

Because between that, that sudden late-night mood swing/silence, and the awful, awful news I recieved, I'm at a point where I just want to spend a few days giving up.

Fuck it, you never turned up the music loud enough anyhow.
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