4:49 a.m.
February 12, 2007
Most of my dreams are a vengeful tack, to make myself look better and better and then, and then you wish that you would have known me at least a little while like I wish I could have known you longer.
And the more I lose and the less I gain the broader this goal becomes.
some days there's just the blessing and the need for trivia, the need to feel as if you're enriching yourself but yet entertaining yourself, without feeling as if you've lost something. because trivia is what makes us loved. not our abilities, skills, our personality. it's the trivia that when properly utilized that can outmystique all the class in the world, that can define you, that can rail you as a buff and can turn on more charm than one knows what to do with. and that trivia, that trivia to be absorbed is the mindless pursuit that isn't so bad in the end, and you feel as if you've enriched yourself.
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