I have no idea why I feel awful right now. It's weird, I'm so eager to get started on booking bands, but every time I have to bother Serena about it, I feel downright awful. I bet it's the vibe I'm feeling of being too eager, too excitable.
And then there was the awful feeling I had at the last UB meeting. Awful awful awful. Do I crave power? Is that it? Can I not stand this anonymity?
Must be that.