i have been at work and it seems to suck up my day

i sleep a decent amount and have been quitting the soda

i just don't have shit to look forward to

is the first week of 10-6 re-employment just the longest? because right now, death and despair seem to suck in everything. i've been on break for ten days and already the situation is bleak.

i am going to sleep now, and will wake up tomorrow to another bleak day

i need to start spending recklessly

this weekend my brother graduates, so i can't even make grand plans for that

i dont want to blame circumstances though

just that the depression makes things seem not worth doing, the boredom stretches my maintenance to a wire, and the job makes it seem like 8hr in the evening isn't nearly enough.

8hr for work, 8hr for sleep, 8hr for what we please

if there was something to do with my day i would do it.
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